it's no secret that i have anger management issues. one thing bugs me and i get in horrible moods and things escalate from there. like today. i hate this uncomfortable shirt and it annoyed me all day(plus i really wanted to wear a pair of shoes that i don't even own and i kept checking my closet and they were never there). i was too busy to change out of the offending shirt because today was my son's birfday party and i ran around like a crazy getting ready for the onslaught of partygoers.
horrible shirt- wal*mart(surprise, look what hell hath wrought)
by this evening i just needed to be alone. it's a neccesary precaution for my family that i spend time by myself when i hit irrational levels of crazy. i went to target and wandered aimlessly until i got my groove back. i tried not to trip other people who walked in my aisle. then i stopped at super bilo for some fruit. fruit always makes me feel better. i checked out some lovely avocados. i asked the produce guy how much they were and he said, "yes, those are avocados." he completely disturbed my groove and almost got an avocado through his neck. i had to wait over 10 minutes for the produce guy to figure out the price. turns out they were $4 apiece! quatro? quatre? no way. now i'm just rambling. but it feels good to get it out. anger + blogging = crazytown post about nothing
on the way home paradise city was on the radio and i sang at the top of my lungs until my throat felt like it was bleeding. it quenched my bloodlust.
and then the BYU cougars slapped around gonzaga and i feel like i got my slapping urges out by proxy.